walk and walk...

Sorry... today i really in bad mood, don't want to talk.. write, even typing chinese in my dairy.

工作

Continue follow the schedule, hope can finish all tasks before i leave.
All under control, except oracle version at Dev need upgrade from 9.0.5.01 to 9.0.5.05

Go to EPD, debuging. why still use serial com port?

其他

Receive a email from friend, i got a chance to do freelance. most happy is the scope is very near to MeX in smartXX. Then i can spent much less effort.
Edgar seem very interest in freelance, i am happy have a ppl share my load, that i worry about before.

Mood still not too good, don't want to talk too much, Carmen said i always in bad mood, don't know me when have good mood. I seem need to improve of it, recent nothing can make me truly happy? or just make myself unhappy by myself...

have a question still in my heart. i don't know i should ask or not. if i don't ask, i will very painful, but ask i may make someone unhappy. how should i choose? myself or others.

Walk and walk, and tear run out from the eyes, why i still act like that, i try my best to isolate myself. to cut the relationship between issue. I guess i done, now i know i can't, i fail.I still can't release.

I think i have so many weak point that i should improve...

Today Song...

• 張學友
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