be a man

last nite got drunk. this morning have a heavy headache.

i want to reorganize my life... i want to stop about that...
be a man, what is the aim of my life? what is my target? i get lose, i seem forget my target? is real life 消磨 my 理想? no may be, is myself want to get lost?

Don't give myself execute...don't just say want to...
I want to drink less... I really want to...I don't want always drunk in front of u...

Today go to see 殺破狼, when a man focus on working. they are most attractive. But i like this point...要做便要去到盡...唔take risk 唔會得到reward...